Roxavier - Progress is Beautiful

No feel to blog...

2009-04-09T16:51:00.002+08:00

Nowadays dun really have the mood to blog.
As holidays are coming to an end very soon and
I gotta face fyp and more school work again and I will need to
sacrifice even more sleep time to finish up my portfolio.

Will be back by a little bit:)

SO BUSY

2009-03-10T22:37:00.001+08:00

Hi im back with a new skin/look!
Be right back:)

Elmo's a pimp?!

2009-03-03T23:21:00.001+08:00

elmo, you made my day.

Revenge is coming

2009-02-23T13:17:00.000+08:00

Im Lovin' Work

2009-02-22T00:12:00.002+08:00

Sup guys,
Finally had a chance to remember to blog something in my blog,
Been on internship for the past 2 weeks and I was kinda
surprised that I learnt much! I hope that I can do better
in designs to create even more pieces for my portfolio.

Also amazed that I don't feel much stress from work, perhaps
it's because I am doing what I love and I'm really enjoying it.
Maybe I'll publish some of my recent works here soon.

cheers

Tomorrow

2009-02-08T01:19:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow I am going to attachment as a lone ninja liao
Guess this is my luck, why my luck aways have to play a part
in the things that I do?
Guess my mood is as emo as the song playing.. sigh

Hope tomorrow will perk my mood up.

Last day of school! JUMP!!!

2009-01-24T22:15:00.010+08:00

Today marks the last day of school and we had fun,
are we going to miss each other? I guess not...
cause we'll still see each other around
in year 3! :)

JUMP!!!

New beginning to all...

2009-01-12T21:36:00.004+08:00

Hi there...

A year arrived for all of us, but maybe not for
republicans:(
Sadly I think a new start only begins for us when year 3 comes,
Electives and FYPs are roaring their way towards us,
yeah I'm scared.

Anyway cheers to all, enjoy the last two weeks of school:)

Iljimae!

2008-12-29T23:36:00.003+08:00

Today is another boring day indeed
sigh why is my nose is always getting worked up
whenever I get near dust...
Resting is the only thing that I can do sigh,
but turn it actually turned out to be a good thing,
because my korean drama fever is back hahaha..
I get to stay home for...

一枝梅!
such a nice show to watch,
did I just say I like korean dramas?
I'm not mad about them but I will be a patient person
to slowly watch them. Most of them are actually very
nice to watch, while some are quite cheesy :S
'

The actors and actresses in this show are so funny and cool,
And the songs and soundtracks are even more awesome.
I find Lee JunKi very good in acting and he is very amusing too.

Merry Post Christmas Post:

2008-12-27T17:26:00.003+08:00

Hi.. I'm back from Christmas mood

This year's Christmas I attended a wedding banquet for my
uncle's wedding. I was there with mum and relatives, nice food,
people and the groom and bride are beautiful:) Not forgetting
presents:)

I believe we all been through alot of happiness and trouble this
year but the next coming year we all are going to afresh soon.
So don't work, it's time to eat, play and slack now lol
exercise and study NEXT YEAR :)

Something round something sweet

2008-12-21T23:57:00.003+08:00

Dong Zhi is
Tomorrow but my family and I made glutinous rice balls
one day earlier cause I was to tempted to wait until the
next day:)

Tang yuan is so sweet and delicious.
Nice
Bye

No one eats dinner with me :(

2008-12-15T01:45:00.002+08:00

It's 1:47am sigh I still can't sleep because my bad habit
comes back everytime when holidays arrive.
SLEEPING VERY LATE AND WAKING UP VERY
VERY VERY LATE.

I woke up these two days at 3:00pm sharp and i even
felt kinda 'surprise'. Wt**** someone please kill me.
Thanks

Stop motion is ****ing fun

2008-11-29T23:55:00.005+08:00

Just had animation class yesterday and
it was ****ing fun!
We did stop-motion for meeting 1 and 2
at the library and we actually roam around the place
to find good scenes for our video.
Though stop motion takes alot time and hardwork,
the outcome produce really impresses!

H!

2008-11-24T15:31:00.008+08:00

HI THERE

I've come back reviving my blog,
and I am giving the same excuse again
say that I am busy. But I really am :(

Recently I just bought a new baby which
helps alot in my designs, animations and hopefully some coding?
It's actually a new wacom graphics tablet.
Though it may be the smaller than schools but

I still think it works better!

And if you happen to pass by my blog and
read this post. I would like you all to do me a
FAVOUR
I would like you guys to vote for my design that
I took part recently organised by Seagate and RP.
I planned to come up with a design long ago but I
dragged until the last 4 days of the competition then
managed to complete it.

Its a locker design competition and the best few designs
will be finalize by the judges. However, there will be a chance
for the voters to vote for their favourite design and the
design with the highest vote will win prizes too.

There will be also lucky voters that will be randomly chosen
and they will be winning some 500gb hard-disks too.

Here's my design, remember to vote for the my design!
Here's the link:
http://www.freeagentinspires.com/gallery.aspx

Thanks in advance!!!:)
cheers.

Where's my men?

2008-10-26T23:26:00.003+08:00

I know I know it's gonna come very soon.

FYP, this semester is gonna pass very soon I can see
and I still dun have my members yet.
maybe its early? I dunno.

I was surprise that there's only a few
people that have interest in design and animation.
Anyways tell me if you need a team mate,
and I already got one good team member:)

Here's what I did the other day in school:

I AM BACK =DDD -.-

2008-10-25T00:19:00.007+08:00

Hi I am finally back to blogging
from all the busy school stuff.
I am now enjoying animation, seems like
it is my new passion. I have a small animation
which I did recently during the module problem
and I will upload it soon.

Recently I have not been catching up with
the others except my current and previous sem classmates.
I had been stressing about PP poster which luckily
I managed to finish it early and now I am getting ready
for print. Just gotta wait news from my friends
to get better offers and faster services.
I also have been saving up quite alot as I
didn't really stay out until late night.

Which is a good thing that happened mainly because
I get to spend time with family and help out with the dishes and chores:)
Best of all I can watch my favourite channel 8 show at 9pm!!!
叮当神探 Crime Busters x 2:

This show is really engaging and funny:)
Tay Ping Huay and Dawn yeo freaking funny siah,
you guys should catch it.
this show brightens up my day, too bad next monday is the last
episode already, sob sob.

Well gotta go sleep now, will update soon.
Later.

I know I had to leave my room...

2008-10-05T15:45:00.008+08:00

Finally got back the feeling to blog again,
Hope everyone's doing fine. Cause I am.
Recently I had been busy with school stuff, not forgetting
my hobbies. I am so glad about my module Computer animation,
I get to deal with many design stuff and animations where I have my
passion with.

Lessons are definitely getting tougher and tougher, I hope I can
hold on(which means that I don't skip class)

And right now I can't wait for this movie:
I have to catch it!
MAX PAYNE

I'm twisted up when you're twisted

2008-09-16T23:04:00.004+08:00

If you needed,
something I that can give
I know I’d help you if I can
If your honest and you say how you really feel
You know that I would give you my hand,
Or a sad song?
I’ll try to put a word in for you
Need a shoulder? well if that’s the case.

Wake up walk out tonight

2008-09-05T12:40:00.004+08:00

Seems like I have to spend my 2nd semester
in slightly different way rather than 1st semester.
Previous sem is so much fun, maybe I need time again.

Faci recently nominated me for a design competition know
as myIclassic design for some Ipod classics and Macbooks.
Gotta brainstorm concepts now, damn.
Upcoming magic competition for some coffee voucher
is also coming, and i accidentally agreed, oops.

I need some inspirations and guidance,
please.

Happy Birthday to me

2008-08-31T23:12:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to myself:)
today is not only my birthday,
it is actually one day after Mr eric zhang's birthday.
someone is also born on this day...

it's a present from babe.
it doesn't have a name yet, and it's naked.
I'll give it soon haha

This year no cake:)
But thank you guys for the wishes, I enjoyed my day
even before the clock strikes 12 to 31st august.

Fill in something pleasant here Holiday (:

2008-08-24T17:18:00.005+08:00

This holiday I was kinda surprise that it can be so different than the
rest because I was able to almost complete the stuff thats in my
do-list despite of work. Such as getting the stuff that I wanted long
ago, PP approve, and some homework.

Finally I weekend to do some of my own stuff and I managed to get this
done just before I make this post:

My first cut I've ever learn

This is some CE poster activity that me
and babe did
To think back about the last few weeks of school, this time
round we don't feel so sad and reluctant to leave, everyone
says goodbye so easily. When you guys reach year 2,you'll
feel that way.

My gobstopper turns blue, I will be sitting here wondering about you

2008-08-15T00:02:00.003+08:00

As usual, a CD wallet design to update:

Happy holidays guys, this time round we have 1 week(s) more
to either make some extra cash or charge yourself up by hibernating
like a polar bear. I'm sure most of my friends will choose
to rot at home - you know who:)

Gotta catch up with my ig peeps very often
because of performance and stuff.
Good to get out there and share some stuff
together, cause emoing is bad for your health.

What am I waiting for

2008-08-01T15:34:00.002+08:00

Some brochure designs
to update.
Nowadays bad cough has been targeting me
that means no cold drinks for now, arghhh.

I am so fking done with PP, yes fking

2008-07-29T22:09:00.003+08:00

Finally done with my PP and great, now its time to take a break.
Hope my approval would be quick too.
Today's class was COOL, because our facilitator is back.
Sigh tomorrow still have to go back to school
for photoshop workshop.
Guess I really need sleep, now.

Guess I really have to get together with W65m
more often, don't everytime say I PS,
I'm just a little busy.
must ask me out mah...

Gotta finish my PP soon (:

2008-07-19T15:25:00.004+08:00

Man, I hope I can finish my PP soon enough so that I can

continue doing my stuff over the weekends and holidays.
Some people haven't even started yet!
Luckily I am doing my analysis already, though introduction
still need some touch up.

Anyway here are some of my logo designs I made during
design class.

Experience, like nothing else...

2008-07-17T01:39:00.006+08:00

Some pictures to update:
Johnny Thompson lecture,
it's a pleasure to sit down and see him perform and it's
fun to see everyone back in this lecture hall too.

Damn, but I had to say that MagicBox was way better off!
Too awesome and it has to be the best magic show I've
ever seen in my life - for free :)

Paperwalls

2008-07-12T15:52:00.005+08:00

These are up on my walls and into my portfolio once again.

Smoke and mirrors, soon

2008-07-10T10:30:00.003+08:00

Rhapsody

2008-07-05T23:42:00.003+08:00

Hi people, got back from the Unity Rhapsody concert held in RP TRCC,

Didn't expect that is kinda short but really entertaining though.
And Irika did a great job:)

That's me and my brother from a different mother

That's me and my babe

The Designer

2008-07-04T15:20:00.003+08:00

Some designs that I made myself in
Digital design class using photoshop, seriously
love design class and I gonna take up more photoshop
lessons from my buddies. Those are CD front and back cover
designs and two magazine page design.

Gotta print them and paste them in my room (=

Crash, land, settle into a relaxing getaway~~~

2008-06-01T22:57:00.003+08:00

AH HUH, finally a break from school which many longed for.
But after waking up from one full day of sleep - feel that theres nothing much to do
However, there are still things that I have to work on including PP, camps, programmes and stuff next week.
But I always thought of spending time with baby first, Hm..

There's seriously too much green to feel blue

2008-05-25T15:03:00.004+08:00

If you're gonna take things the hard way, I'm sorry.
I tried, really tried and tried really hard to understand -
what kind of world you live in.
Sometimes you know there are things that I don't have to ask
you to tell me.
I'll try to forget about taking initiative, breaking the silence and
being the first one to ask a question or whatsoever
What if one day - I freeze
Would you do something.
Or even make the tiniest change?
I wonder

Babe, babe, babe

2008-05-20T09:02:00.003+08:00

It's Mr Xavier,
An emo like him likes to think of himself as abit of an artist.
Spends many lonely nights starring into
blank canvas waiting for - inspiration to strike.
Oh look... He seems amused by the girl he's thinking of
right now... her name's Allison.
Xavier takes his inspiration furiously and lets his creativity spill forth -
Onto the page.
He draws the most beautiful thing humanity has ever been held.
A circle,
Does the circle represents the artist's empty soul
Or is it signature nature of reality.
Or is it just a massive tit.
But inside the circle,
He wrote down countless things that he can ever remember, the sweetest things that he received, the unconditional love and the utmost concern.
Though there are too many things to be fitted into the circle,
the circle actually represents xavier himself and the things inside which had filled him up, making him the luckiest and smilest guy on planet earth.

I have never been so busy in my life

2008-05-11T22:59:00.002+08:00

Burn, burn, burn, burn

Free our minds

2008-05-01T01:10:00.003+08:00

Art is a lie which makes us realize the truth
- Picasso

There is a saying which I heard when I was a kid, before
I actually fell in love with art. Which is, the job of an
artist is to convince the world with his lie, that means what
he created isn't real but it's okay to enjoy for what it is.

Today, there are people out there struggling with inspirations
in turn to concieve this lie. However, in the end they were
still not successful in performing their invention because
no one ever appreciates it. Not actually appreciation,
people - don't know Art.

Take out a pencil and a piece of paper,
draw a picture, they say: what the hell are you doing?
In fact, people are actually constrained by the certain things
they are currently doing, causing them to think narrowly about
other things. They really gotta break these barriers, create
momentum, free your mind.

Vindicated

2008-04-27T02:14:00.002+08:00

I pleaded, I begged,
We rise and fall, flew to heaven and head back to hell, walked away and take second chances.
I know I misbehaved,
But you must know
that I always do what my heart tells me,
Not tagging along with others,
Because this thing is simply about us
It's a matter of just me and you,
Just me and you,
Me and you only.

Be - whatever

2008-04-20T22:09:00.004+08:00

Eat as if no one thinks you're fat,
Sing like there's nobody listening,
Dance as if no one's looking,
Love like you've never been hurt before,
Live everyday like it's the last day of your life.

Do something meaningful, for someone - without a reason

Interesting, but not really.

2008-04-09T23:57:00.002+08:00

Every first day of school always goes like this
When you stu-stu-stutter something profound
People will think you're smoking them
When your speech is slurred enough
They might just ask you to swallow your tongue and shut up
When you try to support the line
Every word you begin saying gets you a step closer to hell

Makes me feel like I'm alone in this seat, classroom and head
Just like a cut above all the rest.

Hello, Goodbye

2008-04-05T23:56:00.006+08:00

Let's take what hurts, write it all down.
When our ink runs out, we'll burn it to the ground.
Make a toast and kiss them goodbye.
Because here I stay, won't turn back.

School is starting, soon.
But I don't think this will be the last gathering that we'll have right?
Yesterday was awesome, with who I wanna be with.
Hope to see you guys in school :)

Mirror talks? Choked back tears?

2008-03-31T15:22:00.002+08:00

Recently I have been resting at home to recharge so to settle down faster when school reopens, too bad my course camp was postpone to june. Kinda free nowadays after quitting my job, I always want spend more time with my girl but distance's small problem.
Anyway i've been tagged by buddy Maylwin, so here you go:

1. Qn: At what age do you wish to marry?
Ans: 30

2. Qn: What i want the most now?
Ans: Another girlfriend, no I mean a new guitar :)

3. Qn: Have you ever been hurt by somebody close to you?
Ans: Yeah :S

4. Qn: Do you think you have enough confidence?
Ans: Depends, on the environment I am in.

5. Qn: If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Ans: To be successful in my career, earn loads of cash/creditcards and travel around the world, maybe.

6. Qn: What are you afraid to lose the most now?
Ans: My love ones

7. Qn: Do you believe in eternity love?
Ans: Not really

8. Qn: If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Ans: Yeah, if you have feelings for someone you should let him/her know.

9. Qn: List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Ans: Optimistic, troublefree and very hardworking little girl I suppose.

10. Qn: What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Ans: To love, care and understand me.

11. Qn: What type of person do you hate the most?
Ans: Hypocrites and arrogant assholes, best not to mix with them:)

12. Qn: Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Ans: Of course, even if the other party doesn't

13. Qn: Do you believe in God?
Ans: Yeah, although I don't have a religion

14. Qn: Choose between these 3 things that you would use to express yourself: Art, Music and Food
Ans: I'll choose Art, because art connects with human emotions which I think is the best way to arouse feelings of others and make them understand what you wanna express. Like you can use a drawing to describe something rather than using plain words.

15. Qn: Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Ans: Yeah, should get together if you found someone you really like.

16. Qn: At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
Ans: I could stay within for the time being because everyone will excel best in their comfortable condition, but I'll choose to try something new, because I love new thrills and stuff.

17. Qn: What kind of friend you hope to be in your friend's eyes?
Ans: Someone thoughtful, faithful and upright

18. Qn: The place you want to go the most with your loved ones?
Ans: Santorini, you should see the sunset over there

19. Qn: What do i dislike about myself?
Ans: Sometimes a little surreptitious and pessimistic at times, I'm born with it so yeah :S

20. Qn: One thing you love the most right now?
Ans: Listening to music and eating!

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged.
Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

Allison
Waikiat
Chin Ho
Nick
Pei Wen
Nicholas
Mervin
Kevin

Back to the dream where thoughts can bloom

2008-03-24T10:35:00.003+08:00

Man it feels good to feel this way.
No more, no more work and somebody can stop bragging, somebody.
Where will be a relaxing weekend getaway? Hm

Alone in this bed, house and head.

Tips: On finding Mas Selamat Kastari

2008-03-22T02:05:00.009+08:00

Something cool that my friends sent me, kinda random.

Am I missing 84118480582 lot of stuff?

2008-03-18T22:15:00.005+08:00

It's like 84118480582 years since I last see you.

Hope I'm not missing things because of work.

I met many funny and sociable people in work,
although the environment is not the best yet,
Best of all it's filled with cool friends!
Hope that we can catch up again soon, I love working with them:)

Btw W45D peeps are kinda missing though :(
Where are you guys? How are you?
I wanna see you guys real sooooon.

They're back, but this time without a !

2008-03-01T21:49:00.003+08:00

Panic At The Disco - Nine In The Afternoon

Swarmed: With responsiblities and consequences

2008-02-24T01:19:00.008+08:00

I'm like a lawyer, always scribbling out the truth from your lies.

I’m a salesman, selling you hooks and plans for our dates.
I feel like a preacher, never fail to make you feel tedious.
I am god's gift, blessed without a conscience equipped.

A little less playing coy, a little more compassion,
There always too much green to feel blue everyday.

Hope I'm not making demands.
Telemarketing isn't really as easy as I thought :(
Sigh and I would love to get out of that bloody workplace.
So I can escape from saying:
"Thank you very much!" a hundred times everyday

Guess I really need to get more rest
Signing off: I will be alright if I can stay in bed for 12 hours everyday.

P.S. The day that I am gonna see you will always
be the best of the week and no doubt that I mean every
sweet thing that I said. Poke you :)

Oh¡ Happy Lunar New Year!

2008-02-09T00:29:00.000+08:00

Happy Lunar New year!
Lots of ang pao this year!
But no Bak Kwa this year!

I wonder if you guys have decided on what to do with the ang pao money you all received from relatives. Spend them or just save them, I think I will do the same thing like I did almost every year which is to bank half of the amount in and keep the rest to decide what to do with them.

After all the visitings, relatives coming over, finally get to settle down do my own stuff.
In fact, all the chinese new years for me will be kinda similar for me cause we all will follow the same routine every year. This year's ang pao money is remarkably more, it is a pleasant thing cause this is year is different, valentine's day is different, everything is different :) CNY just came about in the right moment.

Enjoy the rest of the night, it's windy.
Eat as much too, I'll do the same.
My phone is always on, cause I'm always expecting something.

Don't fade, W45D

2008-02-02T21:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, was my last day of year 1 in RP, I am moving on to year 2 after the holidays.
I can't believe this has come to an end so quickly :(
Now I'm gonna miss you guys, don't fade away.

Remember the times when the whole group of guys always went to the toilet together,
discussing about other team's presentations and Daryl will be the one walking around inspecting us.

All the CS-ing, we have all the funny names: Cheebagel, Pa jiao king, Minni-nie, Littlebylittle, Homersimpson, 'Chao'marine... All the fun places: fy_simpsons, fy_dustworld, Dogtracks.

And all the delicious food from the food court that we had together.

Some words I can't verbalize, but I wrote all this just to let you all know that I really love this class, honestly it is better than my previous one as the people that I met in here are definitely friendlier and more sophisticated. Thank you very much for everything, you all filled me love and care.

Daryl, Waikiat, Gary, Chinho, Sam, Gerald, Allison, Maylwin... Thank you!

I'll miss all of you,
All the CS-ing,
All the talking,
All the jokes and crap,
All the laughing,
All the concern,

Also,
We all relished ourselves in every minute of Laserquest yesterday night:)
I was in the Xavier and Gary team, Haha and we won!
(CHAMPAGNE AND PA JIAO vs ALLI, MINNI-NIE AND GRZ)
Here's my score sheet:

Gerald contributed to my score the most, haha who ask him to crouch so much :D
Next time I kick your ass then you know, I hope we can play laserquest again soon and this time
I want everyone to play together. Or please we can watch movie, munch at seoul garden, playing bowling and pool together real soon.
And for my buddy Daryl, I hope you're okay, I'm so sorry if I sound abit angry when I knew that you're not joining us for yesterday's outing.
Good luck and thank you to W45D! Have a good rest during the holidays to get ready for CNY and year 2 in RP.

I'll miss you guys.

Hello Sunshine

2008-01-30T00:58:00.000+08:00

Hands down again it is the best day I can ever remember, always remember :)
Don't frown ever again, I'll be there.

Sometimes we don't give a reason for everything that we do
We just let things go as expected
The holidays are coming and to those who may think that this year will be a tough one for you,
think about the others around you.
Sometimes I do ask myself why am I here for, should I be somewhere else, is there a reason why or what have we done in the past that lead us here? Mostly we just runaway from these questions because they got no beginnings.
Someone told me: In life, we might be doing things that you don't want to do, or thinking that you're just out of choice, some might even think that it was pre-arranged by fate.
For those who's moving on to our second year this time, you might think that you do not have the best choice, but don't frown because this is the time where you find dreams, goals and infinite possibilities.
Always remember to smile, don't frown, I'll be there for all.

2008-01-22T21:16:00.000+08:00

Hands down, heads down and everything down that it is the best day I can remember.
My hopes are so high now you can just kill me, really
I hope that we can continue walking with our hands held high,
Fill my heart or burst it, Thank you :)

Got to be a Good Boy this year

2008-01-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

A Good boy,
Spends not more than $5 a day,
Goes home early every single day to study for UT
Sleeps before 10pm every night
And drinks lots of water

These 'anticipations' may not be so impossible for me though.
Argh what a nerd
But problem lies here:

Xavier spends more than $5 for breakfast.
-Try estimate the amount spent after school ends
Xavier stays for 'extra lesson' at least 2 hours almost everyday.
- Study? Sometimes he doesn't even have the 6P
Xavier only feels sleepy when its 12pm
- And wakes up at 3am just to eat
Xavier brings a bottle full of water to school everyday
- but it remains in his bag until the next day.

Sometimes I just enjoy the things that I do, just letting things go as expected.
It may take a little cost and pain, but I seriously don't mind.
All I need is a little bit more of love, care and money...noo i mean momentum
To break these walls and settle these final scores.

'That's what you get when you let your heart win.'

Few Minutes in Heaven

2008-01-10T15:42:00.000+08:00

The world's got a funny way of turning around on you.
Having to vomit and diarrhea yesterday,
is just like spending few seconds in heaven but minutes in hell.
I could have dehydrated into a pile of dust.
Actually, I didn't really see it coming though,
It just came to me that night.
I'm really grateful for those who cared and missed, really.

I'll take my last chances, to not burn this bridge,
I'll think of something or to just leave you to cry me a river.

For a Optimist, I am kinda Pessimistic.

2008-01-03T17:22:00.000+08:00

Look at the stars, so many colours..

I can't just run away from everything, they're coming for me now.
I threw away the faith inside but I always told myself to stay.
I need this pain to end right, I need a good ending.

In this new year, hopefully I can settle everything at once and stop being so Pessimistic.
I'll find possibilities among the skies.

It always rains, on my side.

2007-12-29T15:54:00.000+08:00

It always rain on this side, my side.
And i am at the bottom of the darkest and deepest hole
You're always escaping, leaving me inside to miss everything
The distance between us makes it so hard for me to stay long enough to explain
Strangely I wish I fly away secretly.

Optimistically I can tell myself one day that I will get out,
maybe you can wait, you can wait forever, I can't.
I'll take what I need and be on my way,
It hurts but nothing last forever,
I will get over.

Merry Christmas!

2007-12-26T01:52:00.000+08:00

Thanks to Chinho. Me, Daryl, Allison and Maylwin (and Chinho) had a momentous time at Expo today with the City Harvest church service. Astonishing drama performances but the actors and actress and we had an emotive session as we appreciated the stories and lessons they shared. After the show, we enjoyed the scrumptious meal in pastamania.

Aunt's kinda a little bit pissed off with me as I decided to stay till the night to catch a movie with my contenders, so I apologized =S. Though feeling remorseful as I told her that I coming for the relative gathering. Sigh but still glad that I can stay with my friends throughout the evening. Sigh.. mortified, how? =S.

After show, the 'nocturnal' beings still ponders where to go next, soon as we decided to go to the marvelous place esplanadeee. Squander around and slack abit, it's late and we all diverged paths and sayonana.

Haiya.. sigh.. what a Christmas (ZzZzZzZ)

2007-12-23T19:11:00.000+08:00

Christmas's coming, I would wish to go to a place where love and feeling peaceful don't really cost a thing. Where I can be the best man or friend to my friends and my relatives. Where places and faces are familiar and love is always enough for me. Hopefully, I find you too, and when I get closer to you, changing the way I perceive hope and giving me chances in whatever I do wrongly.

Hope we all could get together and doesn't matter what we do during Christmas, just be together for that little while.

Down with sickness

2007-12-21T22:15:00.000+08:00

I woke up and felt something is not right
And it eventually happened, struck down by illness :(
Now Xavier wants nothing but to get well...
Everyone is sick ahh, or is it just me? it seems like most people are affected with the flu virus because of the bad weather.

Oops, I should turn in earlier today :P

Thursday's - got nothing much to tell

2007-12-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

Please speak softly, for they will find out.
Why we don't trust them at all.
Speak up dear and tell me why I lost my power.
It's like the weight of the world on my shoulder.
But I'll still be pondering.
How long do i have to wait for us to make an agreement.
An agreement that will bring us together.

I wish we all could spend some time together before everything comes to an end
Improvise :)

Holidays

2007-12-17T00:12:00.000+08:00

Sian ah I hate this part...
It's giving me wrinkles...

Ahh...Now I really understand how my friends all feel through their blogs...
Last time they use to say to me: "Go have a blog lar, you will understand, blah blah."
Hmm.. now I somehow understand...

Basically, I just go back home everyday after school
And look at their posts..
At least I understand how they feel after each tiring day...
But now I have one!
So you guys have to understand me...

Apparently, now I really missing school and friends already...
Serious

Wish I can rock like Hayley when I'm bored... haha

Ahhh...

2007-12-15T01:38:00.000+08:00

Ahhh...

It's 1:30am here
I'm still up
I'm wondering about you
Who are you?
Well
Only you know it

We all had the last moments
In school just now
But of course
We'll be together next year
The things we did
Well you know
Counter-strike
Just-like-a-daily-routine
Well
Still love you guys

Ahh...

Blogging is giving me
Headaches
Well I'm done
Gotta go sleep (yawn)
Coz I got a life

Bye!

Newb-Blog Newb-Post

2007-12-13T21:30:00.000+08:00

-Hi
-RoX
-Newb-blog
-Share your
-Interest
-in
-Music
-Cardistry
-Arts
-Fury warrs
-Heroes
-Wadeva
-Bye